I went to my art evening with high hopes.

Within 2 hours they had been destroyed, along with my future as an artist.

I suppose I should have expected it from not doing any real art lessons since GCSE's, but it still knocked me down a peg. Showing my folder of CG and 3D and photomanipulations just recieved a "This is not what we are looking for" and disregarded it. I had no paintings or sculptures to show, so they weren't interested. Heck, they made more of a deal of my northern accent than my work.

They then suggested that I join a 19+ course, but that would require years more of education and college before I could even be qualified for an good course in University. So thats it, my preferred future is gone.

Now I can only proceed with IT education, or get a job.

Sigh.

P.S It wasn't entirely a bad day, I took a train all by myself, and I saw a deer on the way home